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Tell us about your humble beginnings in esports as well as your education and previous jobs.
I’ve always followed esports,but it wasn’t until September of last year that I started working with Team Secret, that I began considering myself as “in esports”. I grew up with SK Gaming/NiP on CS 1.6, but I can’t say I was following religiously.
A huge part of my gaming “career” was purely and solely playing casual games and up until now I never stopped. I’ve got 6k hours on Dota but I spent so much time on games like Yakuza or recently Total War.
Education-wise I studied Sociology at University then I got a degree in Journalism. After that I worked for 2 years in an independent publishing house where I would work on a wide range of material from spiritual texts to more political stuff.
I’ve always had a lot of respect for lengthy works, especially in written press. I was working in an online magazine when I was like 17, so way before my degree. I interviewed Mac Miller, Wale and a lot of other artists who would come to Paris for shows [and] that was around 2011-2013.
The Mac Miller interview wasn’t even about music. His album Watching Movies with the Sound Off had just come out and I was like “Fuck, everyone’s going to ask him about music; let’s speak about cinema.”
I wanted to be original, especially since I knew he was doing 10 interviews that day and I’d be competing with other magazines/papers. I wrote a lot during that time. I guess it helped me a lot for what I’m doing nowadays - even though I must say it’s a totally different task because most of my work is in English.
On top of what I’m doing “on the internet”, I’m also lecturing in Journalism & Media here at a College in South Africa, which was the main reason for me relocating 4 years ago.
It has been a real challenge for me, but it helped improve in many areas where I think I was lacking. I don’t often speak about it as I like to keep this part of my life secluded from the public eye. Society of the Spectacle from Debord, Sociology of Television from Bourdieu, Understanding Media from McLuhan (the medium is the message) are some of my main books but we have practical classes about creative writing (show & tell) and general culture, too.
I’m often referencing esports and gaming in my classes. I’m trying to tie in together those traditions with my personal experience. I think it’s particularly true in gaming but we don’t very often sit back and think. When Gaben says he wants to develop a chip-set that is a plug-in for your brain, it scares me a little.
Elaborate on your thoughts on the kind of content creation you do. Also go into details on the type of content creation you do and the effect it has, according to you. In short, what do you bring to the table?
It’s a tough question. I’m just providing memes for whoever finds them funny. Now that I made peace with uploading videos on midormeepo YT channel, I’m much more relaxed about my online presence. It’s not a question of making a living out of it anymore. It feels much more genuine.
I’m aware and cautious of the fact that I have a following (as small as it is) but I never tried to be a community figure. I’m very skeptical of how much “good” I can bring through it. And funnily enough, I’m also not a fan of having public attention on me.
I’m reading this book at the moment called Amusing Ourselves to Death; it basically proposes the idea that while we gave our attention to Orwell and 1984, we completely forgot about a book that was written a decade earlier, Brave New World by Huxley. The concept is very clear.
“What Huxley teaches is that in the age of advanced technology, spiritual devastation is more likely to come from an enemy with a smiling face than from one whose countenance exudes suspicion and hate. In the Huxleyan prophecy, Big Brother does not watch us, by his choice. We watch him, by ours. There is no need for wardens or gates or Ministries of Truth. When a population becomes distracted by trivia, when cultural life is redefined as a perpetual round of entertainments, when serious public conversation becomes a form of baby-talk, when, in short, a people become an audience and their public business a vaudeville act, then a nation finds itself at risk; a culture death is a clear possibility.”I know it sounds extremely odd for someone in my position to have this kind of discourse, but that’s the duality in me. Gaming taught me a lot and kept me away from a wide range of problems, but I do believe I gave something away in exchange. It’s like in Fullmetal Alchemist - you can’t get something without giving something in return. I’m very aware that I’m part of this mess, but I do believe good can come out of it. What makes you stand apart from the rest of your peers working in a similar line of work, familiar with making memes or creating content? I think I’m a jack of all trades. I don’t think I’m better than anyone else in any particular line of work, I’m just average on many levels. I know my command of English isn’t the best and I’m working to improve on this. Something that I’ve noticed also is when it comes to social media, memes, videos and any type of content you find, we’re very much in our own “bubble” when it comes to the Dota scene. I’m gonna give you an example. I often receive messages for the work I do on Team Secret Twitter; I do see the messages, I pay attention to how people receive what I do, and I’m often surprised at what in the Dota scene we find “spicy”. In comparison, the League of Legends and Rainbow 6 scenes are extremely toxic. They will Photoshop your logo, call your players trash and attack them. “We won this game at minute 1 anyway,” “How did these guys make it to the Playoffs? Anyway, GG.” Toxic! So I think one of the things that differentiates me from my peers, if there’s anything, is mostly the fact that I keep my eyes everywhere. Lately, you've been giving a savage reply to OG via Secret's Twitter account and the community is absolutely loving it. From your perspective, what is your take on this banter? About OG/Secret Twitter for me, it's just work and banter. I wouldn't make fun of people I don't have some sort of love for, and it's also how I am in real life. Where I'm from we've always had a lot of banter between friends/family, even to the extent where you hurt people's feelings; gotta get that fiery reply or come back at the right time. OG are definitely the titans of the scene due to their incomparable achievement so it's only fair that they get to be a good target. It's just the other side of the coin. I think people shouldn't take it too seriously and always view it from a point of entertainment - spicing up the scene a little. Funny stories like that make for great face-offs in a tournament. That's what has been happening in any kind of competitive scene in sports — Marseille/Paris Saint-Germain, Madrid/Barcelona, Federer/Nadal... Dota is one of the most competitive setups so sometimes you need to take a step back and say, "Holy shit, why the fuck is Puppey drafting a Windranger in 2020?” It seems like Ceb has unfollowed you on Twitter, probably due to the recent banters. What's your take? I think he may have taken it too much to heart. For me it's all love. If you look at Team Secret, our players barely engage on social media, so they're not influenced by any memes. They laugh at the tweets but it has 0 impact on their gameplay. The other day, YapzOR didn't even know we'd be playing OG the day after, yet Ceb takes the time to subtweet/unfollow people and call the team arrogant. Who would win: - a back to back TI winner with a decade of professional Dota behind him and few millions of euros in his pocket. OR - some dude making memes in his pyjamas all the way from South Africa. Haha, I guess that makes sense. Anything you’d like to say before we sign off? Don't really have anything to say to be honest, besides thank you for the support and I’m happy that people are enjoying my work, let's keep it PMA!